Bits & Pieces of My Life

Sunday, June 6, 2010

I'm lost......

When stuff like this happen...u really don't know what to do....obey who??? The worst thing is...I don't even know who or where to consult from....
I can't stand it sometimes....I'm really at lost for words.....what should I do??? I really wanna go....but it seems everytime I wanna ask for permission....something of these sorts happens n I end up losing my guts to ask for permission....I don't know what to do.....I don't wanna hurt their feelings....I really do understand what their thinking...bcoz I've been down that road....n I know it's wrong......all the more I'm worried for them....but at the sametime....I'm no saint either.....so how can I say anything.....when I don't even know what to say???? I asked.....I really asked....but still no answer.....really la.....TT_TT
The best part was....I was just discussing it with my home away sis......I really miss her....but also it's better if she wasn't here....if not it would have been more intense....

N I was right....crying doesn't help.....it only makes it worse....once u start u can't stop....n your eyes become red n swollen....I hate it......




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2 comments:

Ash T said...

what happened ying?? :(

yxlee1990 said...

Mmm nothin already la....I think it sort of forgotten so ya....kinda solved.... Lol...